Scared and NEED Advice! 😭❤️

( Sorry in Advance if this is the wrong group) So I went to my get a second opinion today from my now new dr. For the last 5 years I have been suffering with terrible periods. I mean passing clots anywhere from the size of quarters up to golf balls, going through an ultra tampon and pad every 30-45 minutes, anemic, put on iron pills, and would bruise at the slightest bumps. Also doubled over in massive pain and will get so light headed I almost pass out! Well I went in the talk about getting an uterine ablation done to help the bleeding slow to stop. Well the doctor dropped a bomb shell on me. I was told that the procedure only has 30% chance of working due to my age (32) and after a year I will have to turn around and have a partial hysterectomy. So I have been crying all day trying to figure out if I should put my body through two major surgeries or if I should just do the partial and be done. I am scared my fiancé will look at me differently.

Feel like my body even hates me and is giving up on me as well. 😭😡🖕Has anyone else gone through this? If so what was your experience? Any advice or kind words would mean a lot! Thank you for reading this long sobbing rant! 😭