Frustrated

im 18 had my baby when i was 17 didnt want her wanted a abortion but my mom didnt let me so i had to have her. now km a single mom n its hard i get frustrated at my mom for making me have her i know its my fault that i had sex unportected but i couldve had a abortion it was my choice... but i love my baby now im happy i didnt abort but sometimes i get mad n i feel bad 🥺 update: she didnt let me do adoption n i love my baby i wouldnt harm her in any way i just get frustrated with myself sometimes..