Lonely

I need to get this off my chest. I feel really lonely. So I was diagnosed with PTSD, PPD and PPA. I was trying therapy which was helping until the therapist decided to stop working with my insurance. I haven’t been able to find another therapist. I feel defeated because it took a lot out of me just to finally go to her. I have two little boys. I don’t have any friends where I live. I can’t even hardly get out of the house. My three year old is autistic and runs off a lot in public so I have anxiety when going places myself. My entire family but my mom lives in another state. I just really wish I could make friends and wish my kids had friends. I’ve tried groups and everyone was so rude and in their own click. Idk. (Please don’t be rude.) Sorry for the long rant.