Today I got a negative pregnancy test, which means I’ll be starting my <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> protocol in a few days. At first I cried because I’m so nervous about starting <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and I feel like my body has completely failed me, but now I feel a sense of relief. Now I know that I don’t have to worry about taking OPKs, timing intercourse perfectly, or even temping. Everything is laid out with a daily schedule and the only thing I have to do is take my injections, go in for ultrasounds, get my blood drawn, and lay back while my doctor does her magic. Obviously it’s still scary because it’s possible it won’t work, but I find some comfort knowing that I’m letting the experts take over and everything will be monitored perfectly. I’m sure I’ll have a million more emotional breakdowns and cry, but for now I’ll take this new feeling of relief. Does anyone else know what I’m talking about?