I was reading a post about a woman who had two terminally ill children from a congenital defect and who just went through surgery herself. I could not believe what she’s been through and found that she had incredible faith that’s carried her through. No matter what has happened, she’s spoken of the peace that the Lord brings her in all of her difficult times. In one post she said that she got to spend the morning with Jesus, in Jesus’ love and comfort. Now, I am religious. I don’t go to church (I prefer to worship on my own due to anxiety in crowded spaces), I’ve read the Bible and I pray every night, but I want to know what people do when they say they’ve spent time with Jesus. Do they just pray? Read? Just talk? I want to be able to have that kind of relationship with Jesus, but I don’t know what to do. I’m sure it’s a personal journey for everyone, but I know what I’m doing now isn’t making me feel filled with the spirit. I feel like I need guidance, but don’t know where to go. Can someone describe what they do to feel his grace?

PLEASE NO ANTI-JESUS/GOD/RELIGION COMMENTS. I am seeking Christ and I hope you can respect that.