I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed the last past few weeks but the last few days have me about to pull my hair out. I think I’m nearing my breaking point. I have a beautiful 5 month old daughter who mean the world to me and i live her with my whole heart! But i just need five minutes to myself. I’ve expressed this to my bf and he’s been trying to take her the last few days so i can have at least an hour a day to myself. But he has to work the night shift so i don’t all always get my hour. But yesterday i tried to cook and clean while he was out running errands but i didn’t get anything done because every time i put my baby down she started screaming. I feed her, changed her and tried to put on her favorite show and all she did was cry. Later that day i tried to have a relaxing bath and 5 minutes into the bath he brings her in because she would stop crying so i had to get right out. Last night i was trying to sleep and she wouldn’t let me. So i gave her to her father and i cried myself to sleep. I feel like I’ve been doing everything on my own. I don’t work so i have her allllll day every single day. She doesn’t sleep through the night yet so I’ve havent has more than 4 hours of sleep at a time during the night. But my bf gets all the sleep then has the nerve to tell me he’s tired from working. We wants me to cook, clean, do laundry and take care of our child all at the same time. Now that he’s finally trying she doesn’t want to be with him. And when i get her during the day when I’m trying to get things done she goes to sleep and as soon as inlay her down she wakes up screaming. All i do is cry now and i feel like i horrible mother because she’s just a baby and she can’t tell me what she wants and i get so frustrated that i don’t get time to myself to do anything and i know this is what i signed up for but i tried to use the bathroom this morning and as soon as i sat down i had to get up because she woke up screaming. I don’t know what to do. We both cry all day and i just feel like she’d be better off with someone who knows what they are doing. Because I’m clueless and she deserves way better than me. I haven’t even gotten a chance to eat