Help my faith

Anonymous

Hello, I am 14 and my life has been crazy for the past year. My mom and dad divorced and I chose to live with my mom because my dad has horrible hygiene (never cleans house and does meth). But the problem is, my mom doesn’t go to church and I am a Christian. I go to church on Wednesday nights with my cousins, but I don’t go on Sundays because my mom. People have offered to take me, but I say I am fine because I don’t want to be their responsibility. So I haven’t been to Sunday church in almost an entire year! Another thing is, my mom has a new boyfriend and he is into Zodiac and I am noticing myself slide into it. It’s so accurate and it makes me worry about my relationships and they are just so tempting. Even though I know it’s a sin! I don’t want the devil to get a grasp on me and I am starting to have doubt in alot of things. But the thing is, I want to go to heaven, and I know God is the reason I got away from my Dad’s house. I would always pray about it, and a couple months later, it happened. My dad went crazy, he even tried to break in and he would rage on me. It scares me to think that my religion is slipping to, but I don’t want it to. What can I go to make my faith restore?