Feeling like a failure

😢 I’m at my breaking point and trying to stay positive. My Velcro baby only lets me pump 3-5 times a day which is making it impossible to keep up with her needs and I feel like a failure. I’m trying to remind myself fed is best and she’s on organic good quality formula but still can’t help but feel like everything is going wrong. I feel like I constantly have to choose between pumping and caring for my daughter or being able to just be with her and not be running away to leave her crying while I put away the pump etc.

I need encouragement and words or wisdom. I’m not feeling like I can do this much longer. I’m at three months ep so far. I’d like to at least make it to six and really feel better if I was at least half breastmilk not barely a third of her feedings like now And seeming to dwindle even more 😢😢😢