Bad mom moment..shame me 😭

Myka • 23 with a 3 y/o girl 💜

My daughter is such a routine and schedule baby that when she gets thrown off, it’s a ROUGH day. Well today she slept in until 10 and she usually wakes up everyday at 8:30. So I tried to put her down to nap at 12, she didn’t want to sleep. Tried again at 1, still didn’t want to so I stopped trying. My SIL walks to my house after school bc I live one block from school, she’s 9 so I thought she’d tire her out by playing with her. Another hour and a half go by and she still hasn’t slept. So I’m getting my SIL and her things ready to walk her home bc she lives 4 blocks from me. I put my daughter in the push buggy and gave her a bottle and blanket for the walk not thinking she’d crash. But she did, sitting up. She was strapped and sits up by herself so when her head was down I thought she was just sucking on her bottle bc she doesn’t lift it yet bc she likes to be lazy. So when her little head was bobbing I thought bc she was drinking her bottle but I asked my SIL to check and my poor baby was asleep 😭 I felt so bad bc I felt like I forced her to stay awake but I tried so many times to put her to sleep! She was up from 10 a.m and didn’t sleep until 3 p.m. so on the walk back to my house I had to carry her in my arms and push the empty buggy, it was so hard I was sweating. But I snapped a quick pick to show her dad how tired our baby was. Look at my poor baby :( don’t worry I massaged her little baby neck and we took a great nap when we got home ☺️