Should I go to my moms house?

So I made a post a while back about how my parents kicked me out at eighteen because they didn’t want me to have a boyfriend. Well I’ve moved on but sometimes I get sad especially when I’m alone because I start thinking about my mom and how I wish I could hug her. I live like fifteen minutes with her and sometimes I feel tempted to knock on her door and see what happens I don’t know? My birthday is in 15 minutes and I hate that I can’t be with my mom to celebrate it 😔. You guys are more than welcome to ask questions but please no negative comments I’m already sad enough.