So tired of the negative tests. So tired of trying. So tired of being disappointed. So tired of telling my husband I started my period. So tired of thinking I’m pregnant because I’m a day late and I haven’t been a day late in over a year to see this damn negative test. So tired of people telling us to “stop trying.” We’ve been off birth control for 26 damn months. We’ve tried hard, not tried at all, it’s just not happening. The doctors say “everything is normal.” Clearly something is wrong. So tired of seeing friends getting pregnant, carrying to term and now have sweet littles wishing it was me. So tired of being jealous. So tired of telling our son “mommy and daddy are trying buddy” when he asks why we won’t give him a sibling. So tired of knowing that <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and other treatments aren’t an option because of finances and location. So tired of my heart not being open to adoption quite yet because my heart hurts so bad for our own bio baby. And even if it was, we can’t afford a $20K adoption. I’m just so tired. If you’re the praying kind, I sure could use a few. My heart honestly can’t take anymore heartbreak 💔