I recently suffered a miscarriage right after New Years. It is easily the hardest thing I have ever had to go through.

When watching greys anatomy’s premier I had the hardest time keeping it together any time Bailey was talking. I can relate to her pain and hurt so much and not being okay.

I was still so early on the pregnancy and we only knew for a short time but I can’t help but wonder who they would have been and who they might have looked like. Just when I start to think I am doing better, my heart breaks all over again.

My heart goes out to all the mommas who have gone through this - I am praying we all get our rainbow baby