Why do i bother

My partner of 5 years is not interested in me anymore. See him once a week if that only for a few hours. ( we dont live together).

Doesnt show me he loves me (which ive learnt now that he doesnt)

Why do i even bother lol.

He just fell out of love because we argue over the littlest thing. I feel like i have lost everything sadly enough

He doesnt care at all. Says he can do what he wants and he wont listen to someone like me ( i didnt even say he couldnt do what he wants)

Just cant be assed anymore now. Broken inside that he doesnt love me anymore. I could tell he fell out of love with me cause he doesnt touch me , doesnt kiss me or cuddle me, just not intimate with me only when he wants sex and thats it. Only bothers with me when he feels like it, he can go days without contacting me. He said if i didnt care and just treated him how he treats me then we would get on alot better.. like wtf ??? We dont even go out together anymore, havent in well over a year now. Shame. Oh well. Its life i suppose.