So I just found out I’m about 4 weeks pregnant. I told my bf and he immediately said abortion. We did agree on waiting 2 years to have a baby but that plan obviously didn’t work out. I can see where he’s coming from and I really do agree with his reasonings, but idk what I want to do yet. I’ve always wanted a baby, but after my previous miscarriage, I just don’t feel any joy with this pregnancy. Idk if that’s because I’m nervous of miscarrying or bc I’m sincerely not ready.

Please don’t attack my bf. He’s a freaking amazing guy and has done so much for me. I’m sure he’s just really scared and nervous about getting pregnant again.