Hoping im pregnant, 4 days late. Reg cycle

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So im 27, fertility issues as in follopian tube damaged so its tougher time to get pregnant..2 rainbow babys. 1 miscarriage @6weeks and ectopic pregnancy @6w1d.. My fiance and I have been trying 2 1/2 years and we were distracted with work and everything my mind wasnt so focused on ttc but im hoping we did it. My period hasnt ran this late ever. The latest 31 days but my cycle is usually between 28 and 30 days. Im 16dpo @ cycle day 33.

I want to test but im so nervous its going to be negative then i will go into the sad upset wishing i could just get pregnant!

Hoping we did it, yesterday was his birthday it would b prob the best present.