I had a plan on how to tell my mom i was going to do it this week with my boyfriend. But i was tired of keeping this big secret from her. So i blurted it out i said “I’m pregnant”. And her reply was i hope you have the worst pregnancy ever i wish that you have nonstop throw up, that you starve because of your nauseousness that you can’t keep your eyes open because of the headaches that this causes. And i wish you an even worse labor and delivery because that’s what you deserve.

Honestly right now i feel nothing i feel completely empty and the only reason I’m not being suicidal is because I’m pregnant and i wish no harm on my baby ever.