I am due any week with my second. I have smoked weed heavy since 14 years old. I tried to stop smoking with my daughter and was not able to and did not breastfeed, specifically because I knew my mental health couldn’t handle such a drastic change with out weed! Fast word to this pregnancy I have tried to quit twice. Both times I stopped eating, sleeping, got extremely depressed. So now I am due in a couple weeks... I have manage to slow down to 3 bong hits a day but when I don’t smoke it’s all I can think about. I want to quit so badly but I am having a really hard time. Anyone else quitting or gone through something similar. I am also having a home birth this time and we normally smoke inside, I obviously don’t want my house smelling when the midwives come to my house, so this has been a huge motivator for me quitting too but I just can’t let go! 😖😖