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Today I found out that my best friend is pregnant.... and I’m happy for her! I really am, But it was not planed, it just happens.... And here am I trying sooo hard to get to get pregnant and nothing and every month I get my hopes up if my period is late but I always comes. And my heart breakers a little more every time ... 💔 why is it that the one who do everything to get a baby has to work so hard and some who don’t really want one or thinking about it just get pregnant. Just like that ... and here I am just got my period and a heart that is a little more broken ...