No longer a February baby and I'm hurt by it.

My babygirl was supposed to be born Valentine's day via c-section. Sure was born January 24th at 12:57pm instead. It was a blessing in disguise that I did because I have been having contractions for a very long time and I find out my uterine wall was super thin. Like scary thin, to where it could have ruptured if I waited until the 14th which we only would have known found out at birth...whewww I think its the hormones but I really wanted my Valentine's baby and now my baby was born in January. I know I'm being extra but....nothing has gone as planned and babygirl has been in NICU since she was born Friday afternoon taken literally as I was in the recovery room. Due to her sugars betting low, she was finally taken off an IV 2 days ago (sunday) and was supposed to come to my room on the hospital (yesterday)Monday but because she had ONLY 5-6ML of food she didn't eat. Her sugars were 77 @ her 8pm feed. They kept her until this morning and I'm just praying she can nursery come to my room in the hospital. I'm still here because we can't get my pain under control and I had my folley placed back in because I can't pee on my own. . SOOOO.....I guess I just want my babygirl and my bed so we can just be happy.