Hey ladies, new to glow.

So I'm 42 been with my husband for almost 3 yrs. We've been trying to conceive, but nothing. I went to the clinic almost 10 yrs ago. Doctor said it baffled him that I had a period, cause I don't ovulate due to the fact that my pituitary gland was not functioning properly, and when he tried to pull the sperm from my uterus, to do a count. There wasn't any in me ( so thankful I didn't get pregnant then). My mother said that she and her sisters had to much acid, therefore my body was killing the sperm. There was nothing else he could do for me, and gave me the number to a fertility specialist said they could better help me.

So I did what any other woman in my position would do. I broke down, angry, and depressed, finally I accepted the fact that I may never be a mommy.

Well almost 3 yrs ago I noticed that my body was changing. Periods bacame normal, and I noticed that my hormones were actually starting to show. Throughout my 20's and 30's I didn't have any. I finally found my perfect someone, but still have that void.

He's willing to do whatever it takes.

So here I am lost and confused. So scared

don't want to be crushed again.

My questions are::

Is it possible that the start of menopause has kicked my pituitary gland in and I pray that maybe now I could be ovulating?

Is it true, can we have to much acid in our systems which would kill the sperm before it even had a chance?

If so what can I do to reduce it?

My faith is strong in God, but my fears are stronger. Any advice y'all girls have is more than hen greatly appreciated.