As far as I remember the first time I ever felt aroused was seeing women in underwear. I was probably around 8-9 when I started playing dress up games and want to see girls naked. I looked up photos of naked women when I was in puberty. I come from a very conservative religious family so I always thought that I am straight. I still identify myself as straight but questioning it now.

I was never attracted to guys until I was 14. That was when I started liking guys and dating them. I'm 21 now but I do notice that I like checking girls out and sometimes looking at girls would turn me on. I often too masturbate to photos or videos of girls that I find attractive.

I've only had sexual encounters/relationships with men. I don't know if I would ever have sex with women because frankly I don't like vaginas, not even my own. But I do fantasize making out etc. Just not involving vaginas. But I am strongly more attracted to men, only a few women would catch my eye and I end up crushing on.

What do you think this is?