Is anyone talking about infertility suicide? How do yal keep going?? Over 7yrs TTC i am sick of crying every day! I dont want to feel like this for the rest of my life. It isnt fair!! How can i accept the fact it may never happen and be okay with that? Does the saddness eventually go away? Or will i still cry when im home alone and i see a huggies commercial? When i feel like it cant get worse then this (emotionally) every day that passes, it just proves that yes..yes it does hurt worse today than it did yesterday this dark cloud of pure saddness and hurt consumes me and i know that when i wake up tomorrow, it will hurt more than it does now.