Strength and prayers needed 🙏🏼

I can’t do it anymore.. I’m co parenting with my husband (soon to be husband and we’re living separately) I still love him but I had to leave him due to the toxicity of the relationship. I’m trying to do what’s best for my son and try to have open communication but I can’t talk to him without feeling anger and hurt from everything he’s done to me... I hate it even more because I still love him but I know we can never be together because it isn’t healthy. Sometimes I feel like I can’t keep myself together..