❗️❌Might be trigger warning ? ❌❗️

Hey girls I have a important question. Don’t hate or be a dick about the situation. I’ve been on birth control for like three months now missing some days it’s my fault I get off work and I get tired and fall asleep. I take my pills at 10:00 pm. And depending on my work hours and whatever I either >

1. Fall asleep

2. At work and can’t take it

3. Don’t have enough time before the pharmacy closes and I can’t pick up my pills.

So far I’ve missed two days because of work. Anyway I’m allergic to condoms latex ya know and it hurts me all the time I’d do it sometimes anyway but be hurting for days. I had a miscarriage in the beginning of December and it completely broke me. I had no idea I was till I had the miscarriage. I’m still broken about it. It’s my fault I should have know idk but I blame myself.

What could I do instead or use instead of condoms? I started to refuse sex with my boyfriend because of what happened. I don’t want to have another miscarriage. He understood and tried helping me. I just don’t know what to do.