I met a guy.

I had a talk with him how it’s important to wait until marriage..

After two weeks of knowing him we slept together🤦🏻‍♀️

well the first time we slept together was when our baby was conceived 🤭

When we celebrated our year anniversary we had a 3 month old 😆

It took us almost a year to say I love you. It was a month after she was born

There is no affection from him. Of course you know how it is in the beginning but slowly It dies down. I would cuddle and he wouldn’t back and I would hug him and half the time he had his hands down. I would kiss him and wouldn’t back. So I gave up along time ago trying. We just hug before he leaves for work.

So We never kiss. I can’t remember the last time we kissed I’m pretty sure it was when I was pregnant. This is not normal

I don’t know where I’m going with but like I said I’m in a situation ..and don’t know what to do or what’s going to happen with our relationship. I love his grandparents and adore our daughter and so grateful to have such a healthy beautiful baby and I would do anything for her that I am staying in this relationship

The upside I am a stay at home mom. We have a home and food. When I get down about our relationship I just list the things I am thankful for

Just needed to rant