I am an IDIOT 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

So my dumbass a few weeks ago was messing with a diva cup trying to figure out if I actually wanted to use one. Well about my 2nd time taking it out when I finally figured out how to put it in comfortably I pulled my iud out. Now i just had sex a day prior. By my brain didn't register what had happened. I call my dr the next business day (Monday) and I told her what had happened. And she asked if I had sexual contact within the past week I said no. I honestly forgot about it. Well now I am praying to the toylet at stupid o'clock in the morning with sore boobs followed with a back ace plus some acne. And I am really hard headed and I dont really want to take a pregnancy test. I am tarafied to see those 2 lines because for the past 6 weeks has been nothing but stressful and there has been alot of booze and smoking. Omg if I am pregnant I have the dam mother of the dam year award. I am so screwed and scared. * facepalm * stupid stupid stupid *