I need to vent 😣

Nehcole

So, when I was 17 I had my son, who is 10 years old now. My fiancĂ© and I have been together since my son was 1 (he’s not my sons biological father). I’ve been off of bc since 2015. We always have unprotected sex and I have not fallen pregnant since then ( we weren’t really “trying” at that time) For the past two years we have been really focusing on TTC and nothing yet . I’ve had all sorts of tests done, but my medical doesn’t cover full on <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a>. My fiancĂ© had taken his sperm analysis a few weeks ago and it came back perfect. Which should be a good thing, but am I wrong for being upset? That leaves everything to fall on top of me. It all feels like it’s my fault that I can’t give him his own biological child. I’m a depressed wreck right nowđŸ„ș