So I got with my SO at 18. Not THAT young but young. I’m now in my 30s and have fought the feeling of “did I miss out”. Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love him from the depths of my soul ... but I never really got to “date” or have fun. I’ve had friends who didn’t get with their SO till a bit later and they got to do the fun flirt and date scene.

I’m so glad I’m with him but at times with it didn’t happen till a bit later in life. Because he’s been my only sexual partner , I don’t know if there’s more. I don’t get off very often at all. I wonder if I had experience from others would this make a difference. Would I know what I’d like?

Side note, I don’t plan on leaving my SO or cheating. Just always wonder what ifs 🤷🏽‍♀️