So I am in middle school. I am in a relationship that is complicated. We are not dating but we kiss and we both love each other. This guy doesn’t go to my school. Our parents are best friends. But, there is this guy that I sit next to in math. I think he likes me. And last night I had a dream. We were kissing! The night before, I was kissing the guy I sit next to in science. Do I have feelings for them? Is it just hormones? Am I just missing my “kissing friend” because I haven’t seen him in a while?!?! I’m freaking out. I am seeing my “kissing friend” later today and I am definitely not going to say anything. But he will probably notice that something is going on. What should I do? What do you think is going on?!?!

Update: thank you for the two comments. But I also want to say that I am a very mature person and am responsible. I do love my “kissing friend”