Backstory: I almost got married. Someone gifted us $400, and someone gifted us $500 to help with wedding expenses and when I broke off the wedding we hadn't touched the $500 so I paid that back but the $400 got used. I had $150 worth of Amazon stuff I asked my ex-fiance to return and it turned into an argument. I said I'd do it and he threw a fit and said he would. Well he never did. He was the only one working a full time job and since leaving him and moving I now can't find any work. My family has been helping me out and I'm staying with them but I still owe someone $400. I have no clue what I'm going to do. I've applied everywhere in my town except McDonald's and haven't heard anything back. I already struggled with depression and anxiety but lately I've been really screwed up mentally because of all this. It's been two months and I keep saying if I'd only stayed with him and just dealt with his crap I'd at least not be in debt and struggling. I know leaving the toxic relationship was better but I feel like I am so deep in a hole and don't know how to get out. I can't find work and I can't handle going back to college right now (I'm only 19). I just don't know what to do to get my life back on track 😭 I want to travel but I have no license/permit and no car and no way to make money. I want nothing more than I want to travel. I've barely been out of my town and I just want to go, but have no way to. I just don't know what to do anymore..