Just need to get this out.

I’m so so sad and devastated. I miscarried 16/01/20 at 5 weeks. (First ever pregnancy) I never ever got to see you, never got to hear your a heartbeat, just had all the symptoms and positive tests! I have recently had my period (thought it would of taken longer.) I’m regularly testing for ovulation, don’t know If I’m trying to hard. I really want to be pregnant again I feel like my whole world has been crushed 💔 everyone that I know seems to be pregnant or has just given birth. I am happy for them but I’m finding it so hard to be happy. Does anyone else feel like this? 😢