Please help* I'm soooooo depressed I been married 10yrs and have no children that are mine....my husband has 2 of his own from previous girlfriends he had before we met, and before u judge me for marrying him they got married with other men and moved on I still help him pay the kids child support even when he loses his job. I have had 3 miscarriages which were all with my husband...my last one was a non viable pregnancy where my baby stopped developing and I ended up loosing it at 10 weeks. My MIL always brings it up when she can about me not having kids 😭 I'm soooooo fed up with it because my husband just doesn't seem to understand how much I hurt....he always sides with her and basically tells me it never happend that since my babies weren't born my pregnancies weren't real... He e pe ts me to be like oh well and move on but I cant.... and after 6 rounds of chemo and a major brain surgery how can I be normal? Why am I being judged for not carrying it full term? Please I need some input...we were having a movie day at home and his mom came over again everything was going good and right before she leaves she brings it up again and my husband tells me i was never pregnant let it go it was fake pregnancies i got mad and hurt told him i have the papers from the ER saying i was pregnant and that the babies were no longer viable that they stopped developing... n he yelled at me in front of his mom that they were fake and in my head I started tearing up and now he's mad at me was I in the wrong? Why do I always have to keep my feelings to myself?