So theirs this guy I had a crush on and I really liked him and I think he liked me as well.He payed alot of attention to me and I told him his hair looked good when he let it out from his ponytail and he wore it everyday.One day I got tried of making the first move and wanted to see if he actually liked me or just liked attention I gave him so I ignored him for a day.He kept staring at me all day and sat into the of one of that chairs in the classroom when I sat on the floor.As I was walking to my bus he came up to me and patted me on the shoulder and shook his head.I told him I liked his keychain cause were both anime nerds and he said yeah and gave a small smile.

Later I adopted a child at school and a couple months after that he adopted that same child we would play fight and argue with each other that we aren’t the mother/father but it actually hurt and I could tell it hurt him to.We got into a argument in class and told each other to shut up and he got quite and had a sad look on his face.(As I’m told I don’t express a lot of emotions on my face so it’s hard for people to know how I feel).It hurt me to.i can sometimes catch him looking at me in class and sometimes I’ll see he’s sad or upset and I ask him if he’s ok on occasion.I feel like theirs still a connection and I want to repair our relationship but I just figure out how to go up and talk to him without it being awkward and I never had this problem.

A new girl came a couple of months ago and she pretty much has everything I don’t and she likes him to and is a always talking to him and making a move.She chill and I’m cool with her and I’m not intimidated by her at all and it really dosn’t phase me I’m just tried of being on bad terms with him and want to get a friendship back but I feel like we can’t be friends cause the vibes that were upset with each other is to hard not to notice.

Should I try to talk to him or leave it be?