I’m not happy anymore 🥺 (venting)

Iris

I’m not happy with my marriage anymore. I’ve only been married 2 year and everything was going great. But we just had a baby and I feel like he’s changed. During my pregnancy he was the perfect man took care of me in  everywhere. Once I had my baby he would care for me now I feel like he’s gotten so mean with me . Every comment I make he makes me feel stupid.

Today for an example we went to target to get more formula and wipes and the baby stayed with my mother and since I’m so used to having a baby with me told him I would get out the stroller to put the baby in and he said the “baby’s not here” and I thought it was so funny and laughed about it all the way to the door and I told him I can’t believe I thought I had her I’m so used to it and then he said “ okay shut up now it’s not so funny” and my face dropped and he said what now are you mad now I can’t tell you shit. I try to ignore it but it hurts to be honest.

To get attention by him it’s like I have to force him. Like a kiss or hug or just to have him hold my hand

And when ever I ask him for help with the baby he get an attitude. He only change one diaper since she’s been born .

If he only knew how much stress I am in !!! My Mother was just diagnosed with diabetes and my brother is a drug addict that’s at the point of death and every day I’m scared to get a call that my brother is dead.! 

Sorry for the long ranting I had to get that out and I have no one to talk to about this 😞