Just a little background..

Me and my husband found we were expecting in March 2018 after nearly 2 years of trying,

the pregnancy sadly ended in June. Was a very traumatic experience for both of us. We started trying again in Nov 2018.

I feel like I'm at a loss. Every month prior to my period I feel like this could be the month. All the tell tale symptoms from 4dpo till my period. The sore breasts/nipples that feel like boulders, cramps, backache, spotty face, fatigue to the extent I am nearly falling asleep at work, excessive thirst, cravings, dizzy spells, headaches, sometimes even sickness. I have stopped symptom spotting because every month it is the same exact symptoms.

Due to the trauma of my miscarriage, the hospital have advised I test from 7dpo to catch the pregnancy in the very early stages as I may need to have a stitch placed in my cervix.

The only problem I'm having there is every day for 8 days straight I'm praying and hoping to see the slightest tinge of a second pink line, everytime its stark white.

It's really getting me down now, we have been trying for 15 months now. I'm beginning to think this is never going to happen for us.