Will I ever get pregnant ?

scorpio

Will I ever get pregnant and have a healthy pregnancy and give birth to a healthy baby? Why is this so hard, trying for two years with two losses, everyone is getting pregnant so easy, my friends and family, I am happy for them but in myself I wanna scream from pain, why me God, why always about everything has to be so hard, I try to be positive and think positive but I just can’t, I’m crushed and feel like a failure, I can’t give the only thing to my husband. He loves kids and kids love him, even though he always says that it doesn’t matter if we never have kids that I am the most important thing to him, and he wants me to be happy and healthy but I just can’t to think I’m a failure, and while I write this I’m crying 😭, 11 dpo and second negative, I just wanna cry all the time, we’ve been through a lot these past two years, me being emotionally drained from the two losses and second one ending in ectopic pregnancy, I can’t stand another loss, but I’m so sad that I’m not getting pregnant and not being able to give him the most he wants- a baby. And people always saying oh this year God to give you twins, I know they mean good but I just can’t stand to hear those words again and again every time it causes me so much pain. I am sorry for annoying you but I needed a rant.

133 views • 0 upvotes • 2 comments

COMMENT (2)

Ka

Posted at
I’m sorry 😕 I know it is hard, and believe me, I’m going through it too. I will tell you that even though it seems easy, most people don’t have an easy time getting pregnant, and it’s usually the other way around. People just don’t talk about it, but I wish they did!! But it does feel like it happens to everyone at the same time 😩 especially when you’re waiting for your positive.

La

Posted at
You are no alone.