Can’t wait to have a little

Watching my sister in law and how she can’t take care of her son really makes me want one even more. I hate PCOS. I hate watching people who don’t know anything about babies or especially anything about taking care of babies.

They (her and her boyfriend) just sit on their phones and ignore him. He’s sick right now and they’re completely acting oblivious to it. He was just eating puffs and literally choking and she was still shoving them into his mouth and I had to rip him out of the high chair and get it out of his mouth. He’s not been changed in hours. Since at least 1 when I gave him a bath because he hasn’t been bathed since they got to my house on Thursday. Everytime he drinks his formula he gags and throws up there’s so much congestion and phlegm in his lungs and throat. He’s gassy, his belly is harder than a rock, and they’re saying it’s not. He had a fever of 100.3 all day yesterday and they never gave him Tylenol.

He’s teething also just got his bottom teeth so he’s exhausted and just cranky. And I feel horrible for the baby. But also feel like I can’t step in because if everyone keeps doing everything for them like they have for the past 7 months they will never learn how to for themselves. 😥