7dpo & I wish I had a faint line

these symptoms get the best of me- I've had this body all my life and I'm still unsure btwn period or pregnancy symptoms. I don't want to be sad because I'm testing early but I can't help myself.

I'm ready to be pregnant. I'm going to test again Thursday. Shoot I think I'm crazy I've downloaded 3 <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period apps</a> just to track smh I've become mad. Lol I'm not even sure I ovulate when I do. But I do know this I'm going to keep trying till I get my positive.