being depressed and bi polar

 I was 12 years old when I had to start going to a therapist because of my anxiety. I had to go on antidepressants and anti-anxiety medication. At the age of 14 I found out that I am bipolar. it is hard to have a period with anxiety and depression. And my anti-anxiety medication and antidepressants make my period worse . it is really hard to be a girl. last year i was suicidal and almost took my life. i had many ideas on how i was going to kill my self. life was and ya really hard