It seems not worth trying anymore

After two years of struggle and loss I'm at a loss I thought this time was it. It was finally gonna be the cycle that I finally get our wishes. But today tested 9dpo and it was immediately negative.... I took three all negative.... I don't know really want to think anymore..... Taking a test tomorrow would just be a waste.... Hell doing this even more is becoming a waste of everyone's emotions and effort... 😔

I wish the best for all of you ttc may you be blessed with a healthy pregnancy 😔 I won't hide that I'm jealous but I will be there to hype you up! I wish the best for everyone!