My toxic relationship I can’t leave

Kelsi

What is wrong with me?? Why can’t I get out of my toxic relationship!! He abuses me mentally and physically, he’s cruel and also an addict but we have a child together ( none of this happened until my baby was a month old) and I for the life of me always let him slip back in and think he really is going to change. Someone please give me advice because I’m so lost and mad at myself every time I snap back to reality and realize he’s never going to change