So I never post on here because I feel sex lives are a personal and private thing but something weird happened to me last night my man and I just mess around because I’m not ready for actual penetration yet so he started using his finger just to get me used to the feeling it doesn’t feel good or bad it just feels like a violation obviously I still orgasm but yesterday while his finger was inside me I just started crying I feel bad because I don’t know why that happened just wondering is that a normal response?