Need some words of encouragement

So Im 9dpo and i couldn’t help myself and I tested this morning and it was BFN.

The reason why I tested was because my last pregnancy (mmc) I got a BFP at 9dpo.

Its our first month trying post MCC. I logically know it is technically too early but I can’t help but feel defeated. 😪

If any of you have happy stories of BFN turning into BFP!