In May 2019 I found out at what I believed to be 11 weeks that I had had a missed miscarriage. It took until October 2019 for them to take me seriously on that I was still bleeding. They then found retain product and I was given a D&C. I’ve recently found out that we are expecting our little rainbow. I’m so so scared that it will happen again, it’s the whole I spent 11 weeks thinking it was all well like it was with my daughter, I really don’t want to have to wait 11 weeks to have all my dreams stood on.

I went to my GP and they won’t take my blood to monitors HCG levels and I can’t get an early scan booked before the usual 12 week scan. I feel so scared and everyone keeps telling me different pregnancy different outcome but it doesn’t help. Anyone have ideas on how to cope or get over these fears or to at least cope with them 😭