I plan on breastfeeding with everything I have gonna be my #1 option.

But I'm so weirded out by it, I always have been and am worried that I won't get over that. Is there a point where it isn't weird for those of you who might have thought it was? The idea of my body producing food for my baby is amazing! But when I think of actually doing it I am just weirded out. Even when I've watch documentarys on BF and saw my sisters do it etc. Will I get over that initial akward phase/thought process? The first time I had colostrum come out of my boob (around 30 weeks) I screamed and jumped up 😂 I wasn't expecting that.