valentine’s day

soo valentine’s day is coming up and my boyfriend of a year and 2 months wants to hangout. i’m almost positive he will want me to give him head and i’m scared because i’ve never done that before. i feel iffy about doing it because i feel like i wouldn’t be good enough but he’s been asking for a long time and i honestly wouldn’t mind doing it that much. i’m also scared about swallowing because i’m afraid it will taste really bad or that i’ll get herpes or something