Cant take it

Cheyenne

Lord I'm just soo ready to give up right now ..I'm literally sitting in the ER right now because I've had some bad cramps today and vaginal bleeding ..I had a vaginal ultrasound and the said they couldn't see anything and my HCG level is pretty low ..I'm 6weeks I feel like at least the sac should show..got all the pregnancy symptom but nothing has been found once again..a miscarriage hasnt been confirmed but I've come to terms that it has been ..this will have been my second loss and I dont think up he able to handle it ..I was soo sure this was the one ..all I want in this world is to be a mommy ..when will it be my time 😥😥😥