Please give feedback I’m going crazy

I took the white test 2 days ago and swore I saw a very faint line then I took the pink test yesterday and saw nothing... my period isn’t like clockwork but I believe I started on the 4th or 5th of January... I don’t know if it’s an indent or a faint positive I’m just confused? I also had what I believed to be implantation bleeding 4 days ago. This light pink spotting... no period!