Does anyone else question their existence? Cause I do at least once a month and tend to feel sad and overwhelmed because I feel that’s not enough time. I haven’t felt for so long that years have been wasted going to school and just wasted on bad relationships and I know I won’t get that time back. I feel pressured sometimes because my goals are so big that they just don’t feel like they’re happening fast enough. I also fear when I’m 130 and it’s my time to go, for me to even have family since I’m an only child, I gotta create that life and to do that that takes time. And means I gotta find a partner, gotta make kids, gotta have kids, gotta make that money, etc etc. And since I had sex everyday unprotected and my ex would cum in me, and nothing happened, it changed my perspective a bit. And no I don’t have PCOS but I am treated for thyroid. I also wonder if I’m truly living my purpose and evaluating where I wanna be in a year, 5 years etc etc. I know I can’t be the only one