Testing addict over here 🤦‍♀️

Only 8 DPO an well aware that it’s too early. So badly want to test. I know if I did it would be a waste of a test. Why isn’t my common sense taking over here? I know testing would be dumb but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to. At 2.5 years trying it’s not like the odds are in my favour anyway. You’d think I’d be past early testing by now. I know it only leads to disappointment. Sigh